O level chinese. Its coming. Real fast. Real soon. Around 12 hours later. It is it. omgs. what do i do? ahhh.
ツxiaostorM
1:05 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Helloes everyone! Long Long Time Since I Blogged! Like a few days? nearly a week i guess. Been pretty busy. Not really actually. Probrably just studying for the past prelim. not really. i dint really study =D Was pretty much on the phone with my dear at nite. then study in the morning =D Oh yes. Sexy prelims are over. Scary results here i come =D
Bah. I hope i do well. For certain subjects. Which i think i should. & i hope to improve on certain subjects. Which i think i should. I am a mad humanities student. I neglect effects of global warming, when i do this exams. Things like spending 5 papers doing geog paper. Spending extra paper for Social Studies. Ghee. But writting alot keeps me entertained. Its pretty saddist, but i love to spam and spam. & best of all. Im still ahead of time. Leaving sum rest time to look at everyone around. Its pretty sad sometimes people dont finish papers. Well, i guess it all does with the handwritting? mine is atrocious but lightning speed. computer handwritting will result in slow speed? Who knows. Bah, i m hoping a nice result for psychics. At least a b4 would be nice i think.
Oh. And its coming to 2am. & im waking up at 630 tml. =x thats like 4 hours of sleep. but im pretty excited cant really sleep. =D And tommorrow is sexay tuesday. Tuesday tuesday! Darling here i come! hahaahaha.
And yes. I just signed up for a new line on starhub. The old number is still in use. The new number is also in use. If you need my number, feel free to ask me (: Ghee. Starhub student plan is way too awesome. Free unlimited SMS!! bah. That shall kill all my 100 odd dollars bills. how nice? =D Thus im spamming smses like crazy. i spent 200+ in less than 3 hours =D i predict my sms will be like 10k by the end of the month. Totally amazing and amusing. Yes. Im getting high just smsing. So anyone, Feeeling bored? just sms me and spam all u like! coz its free! muhahaha. priorities is placed first to close frens and my dear of course thou(:
I shall not write a long post. Not easy for the eye. Shall stop here for now. Tuesday Tuesday! Faster come! =D
ツxiaostorM
1:53 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
My Dear Girl Is Back! (:
ツxiaostorM
7:52 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
To see you when i wake up Is a gift i didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as i do Is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me, that i can't explain. So would i be out of line if i said, I miss you.
I see your picture, i smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already i'm wasting away.
I know i'll see you again Whether far or soon. But i need you to know that i care And i miss you.
Incubus- I Miss You
I miss you like the sky misses the birds I miss you like a song without the words And everyday away from you it hurts Cause Im missin you like crazy I miss you like the sun misses the day I need you like the desert needs the rain And baby it's driving me insane Cause Im missing you like crazy
ツxiaostorM
7:03 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
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Oh. I am happy =D HAHAH =D
ツxiaostorM
11:05 PM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Theres 4 seasons. The Summer, Spring, Autumn and Winter. All the time, people's mood changes, just like how the seasons does. Theres never always summer, neither always winter. People can be sad, can be happy too. Its complicating sometimes, hard to understand. Many things don't occur the way we want it to be. Or rather, sometimes things just don't like to happen the way it should be. Ain't it? Perhaps Yes to some, No to others. It's hard to give the perfect answer. Because no one is perfect anyway. Therefore, its stupid if anyone wants to be perfect. So, its pretty sure that nobody can be having summer 100% of the time, Nor can anyone be having Winter 100% of the time. But to think of it, who can define happy or sad? There is no definite defination on those terms. You can feel happy while feeling sad and vice versa. Maybe people say, a smiling person is always happy. Or they say, a person who laughs alot is always happy. Or even, People that seems to be enjoying life is always happy. But who knows? Smiling to cover their sadness, Laughing to contain their tears, Appearing to be happy just for the sake of it. Its controversial. Sometimes, people are down. Sometimes, people are sad. Sometimes, people cry. But after awhile, they appear fine. But anyone wondered if they are really fine? Had anyone thought if it was a fake smile? What if they were just trying to put on a strong front? Nobody knows. What causes people to be sad? Why do people cry? Why do people hurt themselves? Its hard to explain sometimes. Really. Sometimes, the problem seemed so prominent. But behind it, things arent so simple. Its complex. Sometimes, you try hard not to think about anything. You try hard not to do anything. But you just could not resist it. Sometimes you know what is it. But you just could not say it. Tears flow. You cry your heart out. Yet you try to put on a strong front again. You don't want people to be sad for you. You don't want people to be worried about you. You know it's not good to be sad. You know it's not good to cry. You know everything would be okay. At least you think so. Because it's what everyone says. But when they are sad, They never apply that ideology on themself though. Its funny. Its strange. Its hard to understand. You never know. Its hard to know. You won't want to know anyway. But why does it hurt so much sometimes, That you just can't take it anymore. You let down your strong front. & start weeping like a baby. Maybe no one is always strong. No one can be always strong. Maybe its good to cry sometimes. To release some stress, To remove some sorrow. To clear what seemed to be a stone in the heart. So you start crying. People all became paranoid. Everyone starts telling you its not right to cry. They tell you to be strong. Once again, you wiped your tears. You decide maybe you would be strong. Because you need to. But have you really became strong? Its hard to say. Maybe it still hurts. Maybe the wound is still deep. Maybe you are trying hard. But sometimes, it just wouldn't go away. After awhile, it begins again. Its like a vicious cycle. It starts and stops. Making Tornadoes and Typhoons in your life. Taking away your smile and replace them with tears. It doesn't feel good. It really doesn't. You look at the past, You look at the present, & you think about the future. All you could see, Was shadows of the past. At present, Its sometime bright and clear, But sometimes, its dark and dull. You think hard, You procrastinate a little, You start dreaming of the perfect future. You know how it should be. You know how you want it to be. You want it to be all rainbow and shiny. You want it with stars and moon in the night. You want it with a beautiful horizon glow in the dusk and dawn. You want to lead a happy life. You want to be carefree. You dont want to be troubled. You dont want to be sad. You want to smile, You dont want to cry. But you ponder time to time, Whether it could be possible. Because you know, There will still be troubles. You will still think of things that you should not think of, Then you will get sad again, And the vicious cycle continues. This is not ideal. You knew you got to change. So you work hard, You kept your mind free, You tried your best. You smiled and laughed, You joked and danced, You were happy. Just for that few moments. And shortly after, you begin thinking of things you shouldn't think of. You could not understand whats the point of it. But you just couldn't help it. You cant control yourself. You start thinking that maybe life is just this way. You cant change it. Its your destiny. Or is it so? You knew very well what it meant. But u were sure thinking of it would make you sad. It would make you cry. & it would cause you sleepless nights. You told yourself u would not. You coaxed yourself not to. You promised yourself that u would not. You repeated to urself to be happy. You tried focusing on happy things. But slowly, your mind wonders. & it starts thinking of all the problems again. You whacked your head. You punch it. You knock it. You wished you could be alittle bit more stupid. So that won't understand anything. But things arent always as you wished. Its hard to control how things are. Its hard to control how you think. You reassure yourself everything would be fine. But would it really be so? You just prayed hard it would be.
I am not emo. This is not an emo post. I am just trying to play with english words. Trying out to type a long english post. Don't worry, and don't be affected by what i typed. Its just for fun. & please be 100% assured that i won't do anything wrong. I am happy. =D See. I smiled =D
ツxiaostorM
2:47 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Im weird! pff. its super late now. or should i say early. lol. & im not asleep. was at my parents room, looking at mr bean holiday for the 2nd time. i like that movie(:
Speaking of it, i slept late last nite at 2.30am+++ n i woke up early at 7am.. supposingly i should be uber uber sleepy now i think. but then. im pretty much awake all of a sudden.. so interesting =/
my parents are going to indonesia soon, like waking up at 4am? and catching a ferry at 6+ probrably. Bah, left me and my bro at home =x
Probrably gonna be out these few days, Gonna be so quiet in the house.. hahah.
Oh yea, im gonna wake up at 10am! brush my teeth, have my breakfast, take a bath, dress up, style hair, Oh, then leave to find my dear =)
Speaking of it, i bought a hello kitty plushie =) oh oh, and im going on a hello kitty craze. Gonna be a hello kitty addict soon. hahaaha! was still talking about having a private collection for it LOL =D
Pff, many ants on the table. dont know why. dont know where they came from. but they are irritating thou.
oh yea, i like to use thou instead of though, dont know why either. but i know thou is a old english word, anyway it sounds nice too. =D
this is funny, i seem to have lots of inspiration to write crap. seemingly from my super long posts this few days.. quite un usual for me. oh well =D
Suddenly like nothing to write. ohoh, so funni. mind went blank for a moment. or maybe few moments?
hahaha, i just realised the way i wrote this post, was not as high as the 1 i wrote earlier on. aint know why either =/ must be abit sian =D
okay. i found the source of ants. they come from a plate of finished fruits. oh well. eating fruits is healthy. been eating lots lots of sour fruits thou. Strawberry, cherry, kiwi, orange, grapes etc etc.. oh 1 sweet banana thou =)
pff, according to my research.. songs are able to represent many things. for some, to present their happiness for some, to show their anger for some, to show how emo they are or even, bring back some old memories of certain kind. and to realise a fact, most of the chi pops now adays are all about love. oh. i forgot to talk about ytd. hahahaha.
Went out with joshua and hex. go suntec then marina. ate buffet, play arcade, bowling. Utterly showed how nub i was in bowling. pff like only 60-70 score? -.- what a noob. oh well. shall do better next time =)
Maybe i should stop writting right now. its like 2am. seriously got to sleep. scared cannot wake up tml then die alr. =x tats all for today bahs. ahahhah.
ツxiaostorM
1:46 AM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Good Morning Everyone! =D Its so early aint it? The day has just started for 2 hours! Pff! Imma abit high today =D Oh yes! 1 month ago, my dear Mel became my gf! =DD OH, and and, shes so fantastic.. ANDcute =D Today is my 1 month anniversary =)
Ahhh, i just spent sum $$ buying something cute =D But then i earned even more $$ from massaging my dad xD So, now im even richerrr =DDD Enough to go for hello kitty spree i guess =p
Prelims coming soon! I have not yet even touched <<< my books. =x So so dead. oh well, last minute studying works best anyway =D
Suddenly i thought this post was pretty long or maybe it isnt. Or maybe its long cause its longer than the others? Hahaaha! im getting so random today =D Oh yes! its still early early early. not even 2am yet =)
Bet dear must be sleeping soundly alr =D Did u dream of me? XD Rmb to sleep tight! =D
Oh oh what eles should i write today? i wanna make a really long long long post today! Pffff! i have not yet read a single history essay. I shall do it last minute And get full marks maybe? =x Cannot dissapoint myself! I wanna own geog! I musttt =D
Ohh yea, my amath is pretty screwed for now. totally forgotten everything, bet im gonna screw up my mock this monday. but oh well.. Cant be much bothered for now. =D im really high now i guess =D
Oh oh, im blasting sum sexay music off the speakers now! Boom Boom Boom! hahaa! Lets name a few band shall we? Here We Go! Drop Dead Gorgeous Silverstine Alesana Resilient K Marilyn Manson Underoath Lamb Of God Hawthorne Heights Son of Dork Bullet For my Valentine X Japan Story of The Year Family Force 5 Incubus Taking Back Sunday Bring Me the Horizon Avegened Seven Fold Blink 182 ohh. thats all i can remember for now =) kinda spammy. oh well =d thats just sum of the bands i learnt quite recently at least. oh yes! silverstine- my heroine NICE SONG =D Oh well at least the acoustic version for less hardcore people like me =) PFf =D ima immune to deathcore for now. EXCEPT for marilyn manson. i dun like scary tunes =D lets go watch doraemon. They have nice theme song! oh talking crap again =x
Is this a long post? i havent preview.. maybe its not realy long i guess? but probrably the longest one i have written i think.
Do i still have anything to write? oh yes. I remeber now. I sent my n95 to suntec repair centre On friday afternoon, and got it back on friday nite! they are damn efficent! now i get to use back my sexay n95 =D
thinking of which, Joshua's birthday is coming in 22 hours plus minus hahaha! happy birthday in advance =D ohoh. and we are plannign to go suntec celebrate his birthday! we gonna have the 10$ buffet lunch then go play arcade then go kbox and maybe watch movie too! how interesting. and ima paying for him so gonna go broke =DDD
Should i stop writing now? i think i seriously wrote alot now. and i thought i was suppose to sleep early. =x haha. but im getting higher and higherrrr as i write this post. how interesting! pff, i guess theres a million grammer errors in this post.
oh oh. and i just remembered! i got a 13.5/20 for my english oral! hahaha. 9 9 9 = 27 I thought i screwed it up. pff, at least scraped off with a c =x lucky me =D shall do better next time. or at least i should expect higher results coz i think i should deserve so =D I have been talking so so much englishhhh im turning into a ang moh kay =D just joking. =D
Anyone getting tired ? I think the post is seriously long now. Maybe i should stop writting if not i will never stop! i have so much crap to say today. ahhh.
oh oh. its playing ping pong song on my soundtrack. Interesting eh? =D i like that song alot =D Pff! 2:11am already!!
i woke up at probrably 2pm today. ate flu medicine ytd nite.. then woke up at 8 , 10 , 12 , 1 , 2 subsequently to reply msgs =x keep falling asleep. and felt asleep last niteee. so sorry dear..
ahhh. okay okay. i stop already okay. bye bye all. have good nites kay. opps. i mean morning. its still so early now. hahahaha. Tats all folks! cya! xD
ツxiaostorM
1:54 AM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
kope-ed survey :D
The laid-back doer is a friendly, happy person. He enjoys being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, he likes to be the centre of attraction. He does not like to be alone. His zest for life ensures that others feel well in his company and that he quickly gets to know people. The laid-back doer gets the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in his presence because he is very good at carrying others away with his enthusiasm, his good mood and his optimism.
Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to the laid-back doer. He is pragmatic, realistic and lives completely in the here and now. At work too, he prefers it when it’s all go and he can act out his purposeful manner to the full. He has no problem handling several tasks at once and he blossoms out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for him. One will also seldom find him inactive in his spare time; due to his open, curious nature, he mostly has many hobbies and interests. He is not afraid of the unknown: as he is flexible and creative, he quickly adjusts to new situations and makes the best of them. He sometimes comes into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which he quickly feels constrained and against which he rebels.
As a friend, the laid-back doer is a generous, helpful person who attaches great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. His sociable manner means that he has a large circle of friends and he loves having the house full of many different types of guest. He is happy to give in to his spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes him appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on him one hundred percent. As a partner, he is creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as his partner knows how to fascinate him. He can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. He does not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, he tends to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep his curiosity alive in the long term and surprise him again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner. http://www.ipersonic.com/type/LD.html
ツxiaostorM
8:10 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
my throat is NAUGHTY!!! pff, got a stupid sore throat again. dam siannnn =/ oh oh and my dear n95 decides to break down the image keeps flickering and its blacking out every few moment. how how? cannot sms will die 1 =x Probrably going to bring it to nokia centre.. hope the warranty still have =x feeling dam exhausted now.. tatas.
