Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I would like to share with you guys about this story. For me it's very interesting. Please read it.

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to hot coffee..

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said:

"If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. It is, but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.

What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups and were eyeing each others cups.
Now if life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change. Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it." So, don't let the cups drive you... enjoy the coffee instead.

A simple story.
With a simple morale behnid it.

ツxiaostorM
5:52 PM

Respecting nature with a feeling of awe towards this Aurora's beauty.

Alright.
As said,
I shall blog again.
The only thing now is,
I have nothing to blog about : )

Shall be a little crappy with this 1.
Since it's pretty late anyway.
:X

Many things happen around us all the time,
Some of big importance,
Others of little significance.
Similarly,
Much of Nature is around us,
All at our surrounding.
With that being said,
How many have actually taken a time off,
To view the beauty of Nature.

Nature is a gift from Mother Earth.
I shall explain why.
1. People earn money through sightseeing tourism.
2. People do recreational activities in Nature environment.
3. Nature helps with Earth processes like renewing oxygen.
The list goes on.
Many of a time,
We human pay a load of money,
To go to other countries,
To view the scenery, to sightsee.
We awe at the beauty of such nature at a foreign place.
But why is it so that we only awe at somewhere foreign ?

I came up with certain reasons behind such.
Firstly, People take what we have and what we see as granted.
Everytime we walk pass somewhere familiar,
We ignore the surrounding.
Not because nothing catches our eye,
But because simply,
We couldn't be bothered to do so.

We often claim that we are busy with work,
Or we are busy with studies.
As such, we spend all our time on such activities.
Indeed, no doubt such activities are important to us.
But is it necessary to spend all of our life on such matters?
Do we come to Earth for education and for money?

Why do we exactly come to Earth?
Well I'd say,
We came to enjoy life.
We came to know more about Earth.
We don't come here to wait for our death.
Because every single moment of time in this Earth is very precious.
Like the old saying goes, Time is Money.
But why does everything link with Money.
Money is never everything.

I'd firmly say that,
Someone who is very rich might not be that happy at all.
Why?
Because he spent his whole life on money.
His mind is full of money.
Money =/= happy.

Thus,
Shouldn't we human beings,
Take an occasional break here and there,
To look at our surrounding.
Notice what's so special about the place we live in,
About the place where we frequent.
Shouldn't life be this way?

Money can be earnt anytime anywhere.
But money don't buy you satisfaction to life.
Because you create your own ticket to an fulfilled life.

We should take time,
To enjoy life.
To experince something new.
To try out things that we always say but never got a chance to do,
Because we are "busy".

With that being said.
I hope everyone do enjoy life.
Because like I said,
We came to enjoy life.
Not spend our life away mindlessly.
That would be a wastage of our chance to live.
& not everyone has got that fortune to live.
Because every now and then,
People leave the world.

So while you are still alive,
Don't waste your life away.

“读万卷书，行万里路”

Reading may addon to your knowledge,
But seeing proves your knowledge.
& It lets you experiment and feel it.
That's what I call life.
So everybody,

放眼看世界享受心灵的最高度。

ツxiaostorM
3:11 AM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Okay.　Finally.
A Normal Post.
I WAS BUSY JUST NOW OKAY (:
Went to Taka and Robinsons.
Then mum bought LV wallet.
Just now watched little Nyonya.
Now come online.
Someone rushed me to blog so he can read.
SO I BLOG NOW :)
IF IM HAPPY.
I BLOG AGAIN LATER!
AT NIGHT OF COURSE.

OKAY.
Im back with another something I saw in tv again.
Im such an tv fan.

Many people said,

If you love someone, you need not be with that someone.
Instead, If you really love that person,
You should let her get her real happiness from someone who can give it her,
In simple,
Its Giving up your beloved to someone who loves her and can give her true happiness.

& My conclusion of that statement:
Bullshit.
If you love the person,
BE THE ONE WHO GIVES HER THE HAPPINESS,
WHAT FOR LET SOMEONE ELSE GIVE HER HAPPINESS.
If you love the person,
You do not give her up.
If another person can give her happiness,
Why can't you,
The one who claimed you love her,
Give it to her?
So.
If anyone ever hear that,
Tell that person it's bullshit.
:)

Thinking of it,
I had a dream this morning.
So I shall talk about dream.

Everyone, have a dream of some sort,
Be it an ambition to be of any special occupation,
Dream to have a pretty girlfriend, handsome hunk,
Dream to be rich, Dream to be smart.
Yea,
Nothing extraordinary.
But Ask yourself,
Are you the one,
Who is dreaming of your dream,
Or are you the one,
Who is putting all ur efforts and time to REACH YOUR DREAM?

People often said,
You have to have a dream to succeed.
To have a direction in life.
It's true.
To a certain extent however.

Many people creates a dream,
& Stop right there.

Only those,
Who put their mind and soul in their dream,
Gets to see the outcome.
Isn't it?

So to everyone out there who is dreaming,
Its nice to see you are dreaming,
But do make sure you put in that extra mile to get to it.

It sure feels good to be in a dream.
But come on,
Dreams are just virtual,
Something temporary.
You will only truely enjoy the benefits,
The true happiness and sense of establishment,
When you Reach your goal,
When you obtained what you dreamt of.
& That is real, not virtual.
You feel your own success.
Not in dreams.

I shall quote something I remember.
"When a collection of Minds, Hearts and Souls come together...
Expect a masterpiece."

Nothing comes easy in life.
And I shall end off with another saying.

We often say certain tasks are un-doable.
They are too tedious, too hard, too chim and whatsoever.
But have you ever thought,
"Every great achievement was once thought impossible."

So will you be the who who dreams,
Or one who achieves?
It all lie in your hands.

ツxiaostorM
10:06 PM

ツxiaostorM
4:40 PM

I WILL DO A PROPER UPDATE LATER.
GOSH.
SPENT 3 HOURS AND CANT FIND A NEW BLOGSKIN.
FAINT :X

你问在我心中　是否还苦恼

那次受伤　否决了爱的好

谢谢你的关照　我一切都好

一个人　不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要

宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱

我相信在(这个)世界上　一定会遇到

对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪　让我学习到

如何祝福　如何转身　不要

在眼泪体会到　与自己拥抱

爱不是一种需要　是一种对照

能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少

然后得到多少并不计较

当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好

放手去爱　海阔天高

喔... 耶...

ツxiaostorM
3:39 AM

Monday, December 29, 2008

lol.
Today got ling gan already.
Can blog liao.
hahaha.

Today, Yesterday actually.
In the afternoon.
Watched a show,
about how a mentally disabled child grew up to become a music conductor.
His name is called Hu Yi Zhou? known as ZhouZhou in the show.
I am quite influnced by the short movie actually.
Touched maybe?
Well, He is a role model that can be learnt after.
Ain't it?

Well.
Being so unlucky since he was brought to Earth,
He succeded in life.
Well, I used the word unlucky,
To many others it maybe unforunate of him,
But I believe, he who suffered never thought himself to be unlucky or misfortuned.
Instead, he made full use of his capabilities.
Take chance and venture upon greater adventures.
Simple stuff to us, which may be a great risk to him.
Who among us has the ability to venture upon greater heights?
I believe to many,
Including myself, we choose to stay in the comfort zone.
Where we are comfortable in.
That makes me wonder,
If we do try,
Try,
To step out of this comfort barrier,
Maybe our lifes would just change,
& Maybe, for the better.
Well, of course,
Nothing can be exact,
The change may be a bad one.
But that's why it's called a risk after all.
I admired that person in the show,
Because he ventured out,
& he became recognized,
Many may have criticized him,
Stopped him and obstructed him from making this step.
But he still moved towards what he loved.
Respected.

& for all of us,
Who think that we are all mighty and strong,
We call ourselves good, great or god.
Have you even got such courage to venture upon the unknown?
Give it some thought.
Maybe you will become more humble.
:)
& most important of all.
Respect others.

I feel,
Respect is something important.
& obviously necessary.
Respect for the elderly,
Most commonly said than ever.
Respect for your loved ones,
Something many failed to do,
Respect for your friends,
Because they are the ones who keep you company.
Respect for others,
Be it a stranger, because you never know they may done something honourable.
and Most important of all,
Respect for yourself.
Everyone brags about respect for others.
But if you don't even respect yourself,
How do you learn to respect others?
One must learn to love oneself in order to love others.
One must learn to respect oneself in onder to respect for others.
Isn't it? :)

haha.
Then I message hex.
And I poped out another thing.

Nothing in the world is free.
Well,
I am not speaking only about things related to money.
If you think of it,
When we get something,
We use something else to change for it.
For example, I eat bak kua now very happy, Later I become fat then I cry.
LOL.
Okay that's just what I am doing now, for laughs :)
Well,
If you see,
We often grudged that in Singapore we don't get to enjoy the 4 seasons.
We don't get to see snow in christmas.
Though let it snow is always heard as christmas carols.
We don't get to see sakura during autumn.
But if we do look at it another point.
We may not enjoy such priviliges.
But,
We in turn are free from natural disasters.
We don't suffer from earthquakes.
We don't have volcanoes petruding in our homeland.
These may be what many of us take for granted.
But I believe for those who have suffered in such calamities,
They would loved to have stay in Singapore,
Giving up the snow we would wish for.
So,
Nothing is free.
It has to be exchanged.
Am I right?
:)
I think so.

Oh yes.
Another thing.
Just to quote hex.

“兄弟情同手足，老婆犹如衣服”。

Lol. ignore the right part.
=x
Not my fault hor.
Brothers are for life.
Is it so?
Well,
Yes, but you exchange it with your time and love.
You contribute to maintain the relationship.
So,
Everything has to be exchanged for.
You cannot expect everything to be free.
Because nothing in the world is free to start with.
And maybe I should change hex 2nd part

“老婆犹如皮肤”

If your partner is a dress.
It is one that will be worn with you always.
It won't be changed.
It is the one, who protects you from the cold,
& Keep you warm and comfortable.
So, in order to make it something that can't be changed.
I change it to skin.
Because skin does the same thing, and can't be changed.
Unless you are so hiong and think until plastic surgery.
I can't help it then.
I categorize you into think too much.
Lol.

Okay.
Lastly,
Something from the little Nyonya mini clip I watched online.

情。

It has 11 strokes.
If you ever wondered why it works so.
Think of a pair of chopsticks.
Does it figures a 11?
It means that,
To have 情 both parties have to co-operate.
Because with either side missing,
The chopstick will malfunction.
With that,
So we will need to have two identical chopsticks?
Because if either is unsuitable for each other,
It will cease to function.
Well.

Not that case.
Because, a fork and a spoon can be used instead.
And they will just work fine.
Just in another way compared to the chopstick.
Thus,
It just tells us,
Partners need not be perfect.
As long as we know how to enhance and make use of each others good points,
We can make good partners.

Similarly,
When its suitable time,
We add in a knife to be used with a fork.
But when we add the knife in to a un suitable cusine，
It's a mistake ain't it?
This tells us,
We should do things at the right time.
Making an input at the wrong time won't serve anything good.

Oh yes.

“一个巴掌拍不响”

Some used this to criticize couples who quarrel.
But I see it the other way round.
If only one put in the effort,
How can the work gain appluad?
Very often,
Things usually take the power of many combined to be able to succeed.
Its true :)

Very often.
We criticize people.
But I realize,
Before you even do that,
Think of yourself.
If you are doing the same.
You have no rights to criticize another.
Well,
If you are not,
Do teach that person how to be like you.
:)

Okay.
I think I typed alot already.
:)
Whenever I type something I feel that it is Philosophical,
I get pretty satisfied.
So I am sastified now.
:)
I shall end off with something that I thought of few hours ago.

When you end off a long relationship with somebody,
You tend to easily feel bored,
And I believe the reason behind it:
Because you have been thinking of that special someone all the time during the romantic period.
Now that you have lost that special someone,
You don't think of that person in that special way,
But you just end up in endless thoughts,
Making yourself more emo and bored.
Is it so?
I also don't know.

All I know,
I need someone who can teach me to be happy.
& Be with me.
:)
That's all for today.

Oh yes.

Thank you Jie for consoling me because I appeared a little emo.

& To my best friend Hexiang, & To Aixin,
Get well soon! :)
Hope both your fevers quickly subside! :)

OH YES.
& To Liyi, Happy Birthday! :)

Okay.
Fullstop liao.
Later people complain I ah pek very loh soh =x
HAHA!
BYEBYE :D

ツxiaostorM
1:23 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

rawr.
this is sucidal.
So boring.
Going to die.
Faint.
I shall go and sleep now!
HMPH!

ツxiaostorM
2:53 AM

I shall blog now.
Because I ah, Am the very bored.
Because now ah, got the nothing to do you know.
So boring .
Can faint already liaos.

Oh yes.
Wanted to blog about it but was too lazy the past few days.
Thanks Hex for the gift :)
& my neighbouring shop friend for the gift too! :)
Oh Oh. & my brother.
& my mum bought me shirts from river island :D
Lol.
Last time I ah, very the dumb.
I thought river island was some island,
then the clothes is a souvenir kind of thing.
ROFL =x

Oh yes.
& I promise to bring Hex go River Island,
To pick a shirt for his christmas present :p
Then my pocket got hole liao.
HAHA :X
& He is sick now.
Poor thing. =(
Hope he get well soon!
Then can go out with me =x

Yawn.
Its 1AM.
I slept at 4.30 last night,
Woke up near 3PM.
How come still tired.
Pfff.
Lousy me =x

Gosh Gosh Gosh.
How.
I got nothing to do.
MUST FIND SOME TOPIC TO BLOG ABOUT.

Cheese.
I got no ling gan today. :X
& my toungue hurts
It got scalded =(
zzzz.

crap crap crap.
What to blog about man.
ZZZZZZZ

I feel like learning something.
Using a Pen,
Write stuff.
Lol.
I miss using a pen.
O.O??
@@
BORING.
I SHALL BLOG AGAIN LATER IF I GOT ANYTHING TO WRITE.

ツxiaostorM
12:56 AM

Saturday, December 27, 2008

AHHH.
I don't feel like blogging :D
And it's late!~
4A.M.
LOLS.
Power.
HAHA.

Someone suffered cause I kept talking to her don't let her sleep!
=X
HAHAHAA.
& She is obsessesed with ahem ahem fishball man.
LOL.

Gosh.
I SHALL GO AND SLEEP NOW.
GRUMPY :D
JUST JOKING :)

ツxiaostorM
4:10 AM

Friday, December 26, 2008

My authentic japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (true autumn) 紅葉 Momiji (crimson blade).

LOLS.
Interesting eh?
Was chatting with fangzi in jap.
Then got interested with japanese name :D
& thus there comes my jap name!
=o

Ayee.
I got a few present today :)
Shall blog about them soon.
Cause my eyes are going blind now already.
3:18AM.
Faints.

ohhh.
Miss Tan Aixin!
Why u msg me then fell asleep! :D
HAHAHA!

GOOD NIGHTS ALL :)

PS: OH YES. LAO NIANG JIE! YOUR WISHES

WILL COME TRUE DE! :D

ツxiaostorM
3:15 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas To Everyone :)
I'm Spending Xmas Alone Again This Year.
& Feeling Extremly Lonely Right Now.

爱。

爱是一件很难解释的事。

因为爱，根本就没有详细的定义。

爱对一些人来说，是一件很美妙的事。

但，对别人来说，是一场恶梦。

同样的，

爱一个人，可以是一件非常幸福的事。

爱一个人，也可以是非常辛苦的。

这，

就是爱所奥妙的所在。

爱是一种缘分。

是缘分把一对男女撮合在一起。

这份缘分，对很多人来说，

来得很不容易。

古人常说，一夜夫妻，百日恩。

但要成为夫妻，谈得容易，做则难呀！

人家说，要成为夫妻，是百年修来的福气。

我想，也大概是这样吧。

Love is powerful.
Because love can change a person.
& People change because of love.
Or rather,
For the people they love.

Love is a teacher.
Because we all learn from love.
We get more and more experinced each time.
& Maybe that makes people as better lovers.

But who can define better lover?
Everyone has a different defintion to that word, better.
Someone good may not be so to another.
So then,
What makes a good lover?

This question always remains a wonder.
Because I can never answer it.

Why do people love?
Where does the chemistry come from?
How do people love?
It is all a mystery after all.

Is Love Good?
Or is Love Bad?
It's all up to your fate.

I am waiting for my love to come.
Be it good or bad.
It's another lesson learnt.
& hopefully I won't be hurt again.

ツxiaostorM
1:59 AM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Now is the best time to blog,
While I wait for that aunty who takes 1 hour to bathe.
=X
HAHAHA.

AWWWWWW.
MY Birthday is over!
=X
Anyway,
Thank You All Once Again :)
Hex darling!
Jayne Jie!
Wei Zhe!
Aixin!
Fang!
Mel!
Stacey!
Yihuan!
Clara!
Jermaine!
Dayna!
Jr!
Edward!
Candy!
Shuan Siang!
Michael!
Liyi!
Larry Z.!
Griselle!
Joshua!
Isabella!
My family! :D
Thanks for all the wishes :)

Okay.
Lets talk about my birthday :)
I woke up around 11pm.
Mummy Gave Me a Ang Pow.
This was what she said!

给你红包，祝你快高长大，

快点找一个女朋友！

OMG LOL.
SHE ASK ME FIND GIRLFRIEND.
OMG!
LMAO ROFLMAO.
THIS IS FIRST TIME SHE ASK ME GET A GIRLFRIEND LOL.
GOSH.
DAM FUNNY.
I JUST WOKE UP STILL BLUR BLUR.
WAS LIKE, HUH OMG.
LOLS.
HAHAHAA.

Okay,
After that,
Woke up,
Msg Xin, Stacey, Fang and Jayne I think.
Awhile later comes my super nice lunch for the day!
Mummy super nice! :)
Bought me mian xian with super alot of ingridients.
Got fish ball, meat ball, pig liver, sliced meat, mushroom, veg.
And she cooked me 2 red eggs! :D
SO NICE :)
Well, Of course I couldn't finish 2 eggs :X
My dad ate the other 1 =p

Hmm..
After that hor..
In the afternoon was busy searching for blogskins with Jie!
HAHHA.
END UP I DIN'T MANAGE TO FIND A SINGLE ONE
& ENDED UP FIXING HER BLOG.
LOL.
Okay, she got so fascinated with bear bear mp3 player LOLS.
& I resuced her blog again and again :D
But too bad I failed at the swirling cursor addon =S

Oh well.
By then,
Around 5+.
I faster go bathe, dress up!
Was almost late.
We booked restaurant at 7.
We only left house at 6:40.
And the restaurant is like around esplanade area.
One fullerton.
And we live in Serangoon Garden.
=p.
But we still manage to reach quite quite early thou :)

Ohh,
That place quite nice.
Its by the Singapore River I think.
Opposite is the flyer and all the IR building in progress.
We had a fabulous meal in Palm Beach Restaurant :D

WELL,
THE FOOD WE ORDERED IS INSANE.
- ABALONE.
- SHARK's FIN.
- Herbal Prawn
- Chili Crab
- White Pepper Crab
- Coco Lobster
- Kang Kong
- Fried Rice
- OH AND MY FAVOURITE YOU TIAO!
- & we ate many different kind of deserts :D
HAHA.
PALM BEACH SERVES THE BEST YOUTIAO IN SINGAPORE.
But oh well,
The price is extremely high compared to other seafood restaurants.
We went with 5 person, and paid around $550.
@.@ ??
Yup.
Quite Quite Expansive I feel too.
=x

Okay,
After eating,
feel so super bloated.
Can explode anytime.
LOL.
HAAHA.

Reached home around 9.40.
The first thing I did,
Watch Little Nyonya!
LOL.
Then they set up my birthday cake.
& Happy birthday song is sung!
Called national anthem by my dad thou :D
And my mum so cute,
ask me wish that she tio 4d and toto.
WHICH I DID LOL.
HAHHA.
SO FUNNY 1 :D

Okay after that,
bathe and called Jie.
Audi with her awhile.
Went to do my liscence.
Failed quite a few times.
Then omg Got power.
Chain*12 LOL.

After that went to earn $50.
Went back to audi with jie!
Then now that aunty go and bathe.
I faint.
LOLS.
Now chatting with fang on msn :)
LAONIANG AH FASTER COME BACK AHH!
oh. I shall upload some photos :)

Me last minute before go out :D

IR in progress?

Its My Cake. Abit dark =x

Auditionsea.

Okay okay.
Done blogging.
Now lets count down for christmas :)
Its a day later!
Thou I don't really celebrate it.
But oh well :D
321 ! Lalalas~ :D

ツxiaostorM
12:51 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAHAHAHAS :D :D :D
YAY.
IM FINALLY 16 ! ! !
HAHAHAHAHAS =P

Ohh.
Happy birthday to dayna too! :)
She has the same birthday as me,
& I knew that since a birthday ago :D

WAHAHAHA.
THIS YEAR BIRTHDAY LIKE SO DIFFERENT LE :D
SO MANY PEOPLE WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
SO HAPPY :)

A BIG THANK YOU TO :
Hex darling!
Jayne Jie!
Wei Zhe!
Aixin!
Fang!
Mel!
Stacey!
Yihuan!
Clara!
Jermaine!
Dayna!
Jr!
Edward!
Candy!
Shuan Siang!
Michael!
Liyi!
Larry Z.!
Griselle!
Joshua!
Isabella!
My family! :D
*List Updated :)
For remembering my birthday :)
& have wished me since I blogged :)

WAhaha.
This must be one of the most wished birthday ever :)
& A ton of advance wishing :)
Hope I didn't miss anyone out :)

I WISH THAT EVERYONE IS HAPPY ALWAYS :)
Yay!
HAHHAs.

okok.
Now to the outing yesterday!

Met Hex at Amk station around 11:55
Took xpress train to city hall !
Went to eat at BIE FU jap restaurant.
After that bought tickets for YES MAN.

HAHA.
THEN WE WENT ON MISSION TO HUNT FOR JAYNE!
LOLOLOL.
We walked from GV MARINA to citylink.
Then waited at the toilet beside xiaolongbao ramen restaurant?
After that,
Got 1 women wear "green clothes" walk pass us,
And I asked jie on the hp is that green clothes.
She say noo.
I SAY BROWN SLING BAG.
SHE SAY YES.
HAHAAH.
THEN ME AND HEX RUN RUN RUN GO CATCH HER LOL.
AND SHE WAS LATEEEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAHA.
we buy 2:10 ticket.
WE CAUGHT UP WITH HER at 2:20 LOLS.

Okay.
THEN we disiaosiao.
HAHA.
Went GV buy food.
BUY 3 COMBO.
Nacho, Hotdog bun, popcorn.
LOLS.
END UP.
ONLY POP CORN FINISH, NACHO FINISH.
HOTDOG BUN GIVE TO JIREN LOLS.
We saw them outside marina GV.
HAHAHAS.

Oh yes.
THE MOVIE YES MAN IS DAMN FUNNY LMAO.
The guy yes yes yes everywhere.
disiaosiao!LOLS
Then yes to persian wife.
Yes to cock enlargement.
Yes toa lot alot of things.
Super funny movie!
Nice to watch ! :D
Thou we were late by around 2-3 minutes for the movie maybe :x
JIE LUH!
1:30 call still at home.
FAINTS.
HAHAAH.

OKAY.
AFTER THAT WE GO PLAY BOWLING.
YAOSIEW I SO NOOB.
STUPID JIE LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH AT ME :X
Until my hex darling go get the blue ball!
So nice of him :D
Then 2nd match I ended off with a 96 =x
OH!
AND the jie ah,
go wear my shoe to throw bowling ball,
cause she wearing sandals and never borrow shoe
LOLS.
She helped hex a few round only :D
HAHA.

AFTER THAT HOR,
ORH MEN GO TO BUGIS ARCADE.
HAHAHS.
Play the shoot screen game again!
THEN PLAY BASKETBALL.
OMG.
WE DO RELAY.
PRO SIA.
WIN THE GAME 3 TIMES.
SO STEADY :D :D :D
OH THEN PLAY THE DRUM!
GOT 1 DUNO WHO HOR,
HAVENT PUT IN COIN,
ALR DRUM DRUM LIAO LOL OLOLOLOL.
HAHAAH.
LIAN HONG UNTIL HIDE LIAO LOLOLOL.
DAM FUN LUH.
:D
SIPEH HIGH.

OHH.
AFTER THAT WE TAKE MRT TO AMK.
SAW HER FREN HUILING.
THEN WE STALK THEM FOR AWHILE :X
afterthat, follow hex go food court tabao food home,
Hex sent me to taxi stand,
But the two girls ask for jiu bing,
So Hex went to their rescue!
HAHAHHAS.
SO HAPPY YESTERDAY :)

THANK YOU JIE AND HEX SO MUCH MUCH :D:D
LOVE YOU ALL LOADS! :)

HAHAA.
NOW I STILL ABIT HIGH.
LOLS.
GO OUT WITH JIE SIPEH FUN.
OHYA,
STILL MAKE ME STAND ON THE PLATFORM LET THEM TAKE PHOTO,
LIKE I STAMFORD RAFFLES LOR.
HAHHAHAHAHA!
DISIAO 1! :D

YAY.
First time got friends celebrate birthday with me :)
<3!
THANKYOU SO MUCHIEE :D
YAY.
TATAS :)
SHALL BLOG MORE LATER ! :D

ツxiaostorM
12:07 AM

Monday, December 22, 2008

HAHAHA.
Going out with Hex darling and Jayne JIE TML :D
:D
:D :D :D :D
Oh. To be exact. Its today :)
So funnn,
We made jie keep on talking and talking,
Bargaining the time from 5:59 to 3 to 2 :D
Anyway! Thanks JIE UH :D:D:D
Ohh.
The bad uncle forced her to say aiaini so she can put down!
LOLS.
HAHAHAHA.
=p

I shan't blog too much today.
Leave everything for later :)
Needa sleep soon.
If not no energy to wake up tml die already hor.
HAHHAS.
TATAS!

OHHH.
21 HOURS TO MY BIRTHDAY!! :D

ツxiaostorM
3:05 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

HAHAS!
Just talked xin to sleep :)
Welcome back to Singapore ah!
Owww.
Did I mention I am a very good entertainer.
I think I have natural talent to make people love seriously.
Cause Almost every girl that talk to me laughs like hell.
OMG.
:D
That's probably something that I know I could do since quite long ago :)

OH yes.
Hexiang, hope you enjoy ur day at work :D
Thou I know you said it's damn boring lah =X
Anyway!
HEX GOING TO GO OUT WITH ME YAY :D
This year is so different from previous.
Because this year I am going out with people to celebrate my birthdaY! :D
& That's a good sign :)

Oh,
I think going out with xin and fang too. :)
Yipee.
I love to go out once in awhile :D
Thou that's not so me in the past :x
Oh well.
But people do change!
Yup.
:)

We must learn to adept to this changes.
Because we have to accept it no matter what :)
As my favourite saying goes,

要想得开，做人要开心！

Yupyup!
:)

So to anyone who is viewing my blog,
I wish you all to be happy everyday :)
It's good to be happy !
:D
Being happy is a blessing.
You should learn to be happy :)

Ows.
And it's pretty late already.
like 3:22AM?
LOLS.

Oh yes lastly,
to people who like to tag rubbish,
please do get a life :)
what can your tag do?
Grow up bah.
Its time :)
Learn to be happy.
Not bear grudge.
Don't be dumb :)

That's all for today!
:)

ツxiaostorM
3:10 AM

Saturday, December 20, 2008

ZOMG.
Jayne JIE SAY I TALK LIKE UNCLE.
HEX DE DARLING ALSO SAY I TALK LIKE LAO UNCLE.
ZOMG.
HAHAHA.
SIAO LIAO LUH.
ZOMG.
LOLS.
HAHAAHA.
Well, that's the best gift for hex to relieve stress before he starts work :)
Talking to girls is a form of relaxation right hex? :D
I am very sure you had a fun time laughing with joylin uhh.
=S
:D

HAHHAHA.
Life has been pretty good with hexiang :D
Too bad hes going to work at 9am today already =X
That means I gonna be more lonely!
GOSHHHHHHH.
=X
ANYWAY,
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR WORK MY BEST FRIEND :)
ALL THE BEST,
WISH YOU HAPPY JOBBING GOT NO TROUBLE.
:D

做人就是要想得开呀！:)

AHAHA.
Now I am getting sleepy and yawning.
Don't know what to blog about ????
EEEyer.
I tht I got abilities to blog alot =S
Getting abt useless liaos.
=X
haha.
Okay that should be all :)
Tatas!

ツxiaostorM
12:43 AM

Friday, December 19, 2008

Ahhhhh.
2AM :S
hahas.
I made a new gan today :)
Fang Zi Jie :)
Hahas.

ah.
I am kinda sleepy agian. =S
My body system not very good uh.
Gingseng Gingseng!
Save me please ?
=S

Today is weird day.
Emotional turbulence.
High and Low.
LOLS.
haha.

Life's just so complicated.
Why cannot be simplier ah?
Haiyoyo.

Oh yes.
I got screwed cause I spent $48.40
on overseas sms in Korea.
lol?
haha.

ツxiaostorM
1:24 AM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Yawns...
Sleepy already.
& Its only 1AM
While I actually woke up at 1pm?
Hahas.
So what :)
Sian luh.

I think I am wasting my time away.
Gosh.
Absolutely not something good.
But I can't help it either.
Life's just so complicated.
Everything just likes to get stucked up in the head.
What to do ?
Hahas.

I find the human brain interesting.
It gets addicted to stuffs quite fast.
For example,
When I was young,
I don't have much contact with girls.
Practically none.
So the opposite sex was nothing much in my life.
But as I grow up,
Start having female friends,
Started having relationships,
It just feels like you will die without a girl.
I totally have no idea how this work.
It's like,
You start thinking when you can get a girl,
When you think you won't need them last time.
Is it human nature?
Or the raging hormones that causes us to be attracted to the opposite sex?
I got no idea actually.
I keep telling myself,
A partner is not necessary,
But somehow, there's just this tingling feeling,
That makes you feel like having one.
& It's just kinda hard to stop it.
I can't help it either.
Just that I am lazy to do anything about that urge.
I am busy slacking away.
& Trying to turn gay =X
hahaha.
gorgeous me.
gosh.
lols.

Pff,
It's going to be quite a lonely next few days.
Jie is like having a camp now..
Xin going to genting.
Hex needs to read book @.@
Thus, all my close friends are rather MIA liaos.
How boring.
That just links back to how loner I am :)
I have very very very few close friends.
& That kinda sucked.
But I am just quite anti-social I guess.
It's just me,
I can't help it much.

Oh well,
At least I am not a flirt who cares only about the opposite sex,
Forget about everything else,
Loved ones, friends etc.
I am sure hex know what I am talking about :)
Relax bff,
I will never be that way :)
Actually, I kinda get enlightened about such things,
For people who are like that,
They ought to change.
Because,
The people that will stand by you always are actually,
Your brothers/sisters, your real true friends.
Not those that you know outside,
Because they are mostly hyprocrites.
& They won't be there when you need them.
The best way to see who is your real friend..
It is just whoever that is there for you,
When you need them.
It's true.
These are the best friends you can ever have.

Hex said his motive of going to JC,
To know more girls.
But to me,
I rather find more close friends like Hex.
Frankly,
A girlfriend at this age may light up your life for a moment,
But only friends like this keep your life going for a lifetime.
Yeah.
So it's important to know your real friends :)

Okay.
Enough of such chimilogy.
haahah.
I finally found another song player with chinese songs hosting.
Excited :P
I really miss those old days where I hear all the chinese song.
I am trying to recall all the song titles =S
Hex started singing "cha yi dian" while I was talking to him,
That sparked off all those memories in class.
Haha,
Singing song with James, Albert..
everytime we are free.
Those days are classical.
These are the things that make school life interesting.
Ain't it? :)
& that is probably one of the few routes to find a friend.
For me at least.
Who used to be a nerd who only goes to home, school, shop.
I changed so much that I can't even recognize myself.
From someone who stones at home all day,
To someone who goes out 3-5 times a week.
What a change.?
Yeah..
Really quite a change.
Hahas.

In life,
You meet all kind of people.
People that bring change to your life.
Either positive, or negative obviously.
I don't know about my change.
It's good and bad I guess.
hahas.

I think I should get back to sleep..
Don't feel like blogging anymore.
Tired already.
Hahas.
Byebye.

　

ツxiaostorM
1:06 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

pffff.
I went out with hexiang today.
Yeo Hexiang. My Best Best Best Friend :)
& Joshua Ong Ong Ong Ong Ong.
Hahahaha.

Met up with Hex at amk station.
Then Joshua met us inside the MRT cabin in Bishan.
He walked around the compartments then found us.
That was around 11am :)

Went Dhoby Exchange the Arcade.
:p
At first play midnight madness 3?
Izit?
Lost to Joshua Ong.
=x

Then we hiong hiong 10-20 games of Basketball.
Take turn rally.
Haha.
Joshua ong stole all the balls.
Damn fun bah..
We broke the high score dam alot of times.
But the system is different from virtualand 1.
Not as fun.
Virtualand the basketball more fun.
And I am much better at it :P

Okay.
After that we went to Plaza Singapura.
At first say want to watch twilight.
Twee light I call it.
*dont kill me please*
=p
Then Joshua ong say want to watch 4 christmas.
So we watched that.
Super hilarious.
Ohh.
Before that we had lunch at Mcdonalds.
I treat joshua ong Mega Mac.
LOLS.
Crazy sia his food capacity.
=x
Now I got reminded that we should go eat suntec porridge buffet again!
HAHAHA.
Then he call all the pig intestine food.
Lols.
KWEY CHAP.

Alright.
After that,
We went to play pool.
At the concorde hotel below?
Don't know,
Its quite near from Plaza Singapura anyway.
At first booked 2 hours.
End up extended another hour.
Played till 6pm.

haha.
We slowly taught hexiang how to play.
End up he owned the games.
We played deathmatch.
At first I win quite a bit.
After that,
see hex hp then got kinda distracted.
End up lose all the other games from 4.40 onwards.
=S
Hex says joshua ong is skilled =p
But I say hexiang is prooo.
:D:D
At start I was kinda lucky too.
HAHA.
Yeah.
But when I got distracted then damn noob liaos.
Hex won 60% of the matches?
:p
he must be happy to see this :D
hahaha!

After that,
last game,
Hex left 4 balls,
I keep aim the black ball out :p
then end up hex won me too!
Clapclap.
Bff pro <3
:)

After that hex and me trained to bishan.
I dabao food home.
Hex went up his cab.
I got up on my cab too.
The uncle..
Drive at 60km/h all the way to my home.
Can faint.
Sipeh slow can.
Then the metre jump jump jump.
$8.40 to go home =.=...
Pokgai already.
Don't I sound like a poor guy now?
Cause I am :)

And yeahh.
Then I reach home luh.
That's why I can type this blog post now?
:P

Okay..
Moving on.
Hmm..
I don't feel the urge to stop writing.
So I shall attempt to continue typing?
Don't know why.
I am addicted to blogging now adays.
In rather good and proper english actually.
:P
Seems like I got too much time to waste.
That's why I got so much time to blog away.
Ain't it?
Haha.
Doesn't really matters.
My schedule is kinda same everyday.
Talk to hex since wake up till late night.
Then msn jie till sleep.
Just like now.
Cause Hex is always missing at night.
Dam sad =(
hahas.
Its like 2 am now.
Gorgeous.
Late.
Oh well.
MY dark eye rings are showing.
But who cares.
I got enough mask to kill them.
HAHA.
I probably sleep around 3 again,
wake up around 11-12?
Lols.
Usual routine?
Perhaps.
Unhealthy, yes.
But who cares?
:)
Maybe me.
Oh well.
But teenagers are just like that ain't it.

Speaking of BGRs.
What's good about them?
-Hugs?
-Kisses?
-Cuddling?
-Hold hands?
-Being Mushy?
-Being Romantic?
Well.
I got no answer for them,
But I do miss doing such things.
But I do think sometime such r/s matter are pretty hypocrite-ous
It's just like the word forever.
We aren't immortals,
We dont live till eternity,
So how can anyone love forever?
:)
Such words make love romantic,
But at the same time,
They make love more fake.
I don't believe in forever and eternity.
Not anymore.
People come and go,
As guest of your lives,
Friends of yours,
Lovers of yours,
They are never everlasting.
Thou I believe parental love are everlasting,
Because I am one fortunate boy?
Haa.
Its true,
We should cherish our family members,
Our loved ones,
Before it's too late.
Because they cant be there forever.
One day they will say byebye.
You never know.
You will never be able to guess it.
hahha.

还真是，人生无偿.

所谓

從不有中有。不無中無。

不色中色。不空中空。

非有為有。非無為無。

非色為色。非空為空。

空即是空。空無定空。

色即是色。色無定色。

即色是空。即空是色。

知空不空。知色不色。

Live to forget.
Forget the evil.
Forget the lies.
Forget the hurt.
Forget the anger.
Forget the meanies.
Forget the bitches.
Forget the sluts.
Forget the betrayals.
Forget the unloyalties.
Forget the saddness.
Forget the grieve.
Forget the unhappiness.
Forget the misfortunes.
Forget the bad experinces.
Forget everything you dislike.
:)

That's the way of life.

人生短站，何必过得痛苦呢？

做人讲究的是快乐。

只能通过快乐，我们才能正正体验人生漫长的路程。

快乐，人生才有意义。

竟然如此，

为何选择伤心得过这一辈子呢？

我们应该勇敢的向前进，

以笑容来迎接我们自己的未来。

做人，不该想得太多。

理由简单，

我们的命是由天而定，

就算我们想得很多，

我们永远逃不出命运的手掌心。

不论如何，我们还是命运的一个玩偶。

想逃，也逃不出，

想跑，也跑不掉。

我们做人，还是乖乖的等着命运的安排吧。

与其被过于的烦恼给压住，

不如吸一口气，放慢脚步，休息一下。

把一切烦恼给搁在一方，

好好的享受一下大自然的完美，那不是很好吗？

当人对很多人来说，钱非常重要。

那是个我不能否认的事实。

我妈妈常说，

钱有四支脚，但人只有两只，

所以，钱是永远赚不完的。

何必把全部的精力，都花在钱上?

我还是老话一句，

做人开心最重要。

如果有再多的钱，但是不快乐，哪有屁用呢？

人世间，

是是非非多的事，

有时，真是令人心酸。

有时候，如果人别想得那么复杂就好了。

如果人类思想都是简简单单的，

我相信，这些大同小可的问题都会消失。

我说呀，

做人要懂得看得开，

只要懂得看得开，许多的烦恼都会自然消失。

说的这点，

真的是，说得容易，做的难。

这是上，有几条好汉能正正看得开的呢？

还真是寥寥无几呀。

我自己，

也做不到这一点。

虽然我一直尝试，

但也没能成功。

但是我相信，

世上无难事,只怕有心人。

不论我们预见什么问题，

都不用灰心，只要有恒心，铁棒磨成针。

靠的，最终还是你的意志力吧。

我觉得，做人就应该正正当当。光明磊落。

不该人云亦云，不该做偷鸡摸狗的事呀。

一句熟语说得好，

知错能改,善莫大焉。

所以朋友们，

如果自己犯了设么翻天倒地的错误的话，

应该立刻改掉毛病，亡羊补牢，未为晚也。

现在就是最佳时机改善自己的过错了！

LOLs.
This must be the longest post I ever ever took to write and will ever write.
Suddenly feel very philosphical today.
That's why came out with so many philosphy of life.
:D
Cya folks.
It's 3+ already.
Nobody pei me liaos.
So lonely lors. =/

ツxiaostorM
11:41 PM

Monday, December 15, 2008

Ahaha!
I had KFC for dinner today :X
So fattening. =p

Ouch.
But I seem to suffer from a sore throat now =x
& I was treated to a chocolate making session immediately after the dinner =x
Ewwww.

SO bad luhs.
haha.
At least,
I filled my tummy.
With chickens :D
Maybe not chickens,
but part of chickens lah hor.
HAHA.

Speaking of it.
Their delivery quite funny.
They told us,
You ordered at 7Pm,
The food will arrive at 8Pm.
The food came at 7:15.
We ate finished by 7:30.
LOL.
Funny or lucky? :D

Ahh.
& today is monday.
Meaning,
Little Nyona Starts From 8!
And ends at ~10.
:D
That means I am watching it now actually =p
Speaking of it.
I have been watching shows this few days.
Cause I practically got nothing much to do at home anyway. =x
Is that a sad thing,
Or a bad thing?
HAHA.
=x

OhOh.
And my room!
Is cleared by quite abit.
I shall take a photo.
When I have a time.
Or when i feel like it =x
hahaha!

Actually.
I hate =x expression.
LOLs.
I think it makes a sentence superficial.
& maybe redundant.
Isn't it? =o
yupyup.
So be it.
HAHA.

Wahaha.
I am so enjoying the show.
2hours at a go is the best thing you can have.
I hate it when those damn dramas end at climax.
Thou it is there to create the suspension I know.
hahas.

gosh..
Oh, that's one of the few words I picked up.
That I don't know how I ever did picked them up =p
ah..
I was about to say.
Holiday seems pretty over.
Its like half of december gone already.
AHHH.
Scary.
I can't stop to imagine how much I would score for O's.
AHHHHHHH.
Pff.

Ahaha.
Btw,
I am actually writting my blog post,
Between the drama's screening intervals.
:D
hahaha.

owww.
Winter is coming soon.
Will it snow?
I wish to see snow.
Just like in Korea!
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow~
ahhhhh.
why never snow in Singapore de =(
ahhh.
=/

Ohh.
An update on my korea trip aftermath.
We bought korean gingseng and honey.
So now adays,
I drink gingseng power mixed with honey in water.
:p
Its quite useful I think.
That's why no adays I am more more energetic :P
Is that a good thing?
I think so :)
So I can slack more of the holiday away you see =P
HAHA.

I wish to go overseas again this holiday.
But that is highly impossible bahh.
I wanna go on a cruise.
Last time went on star cruise such a nice experince.
:P
I remember,
Last time was a red door card,
Means balcony class.
Then I flash to all the stafff.
so funny =x

Ewww.
My room is infested with ants.
There's 1 crawling at each place.
So irritating.
=/

Gosh.
I think I sweat like hell today.
I bathed like around 7:45.
Then I was in my air-conditioned room all along.
But I am actually sweaty.
Weird.
Does gingseng have a heating effect?
:D
No wonder I am always a hot body temperature person.
=p

Ahh.
Anyway,
In the show,
Got 1 auntie say, "Who are you"
because at that era they don't speak english.
Then it's damn funny.
I remember in the movie,
The day the earth stood still.
The lead actor, the "alien"
Speak chinese to an old man of his kind.
Damn funny luh.
HAHAH.

I don't know what's wrong with me.
I keep using luh.
Does that make me a gay ?
or whatever?
Lol.
I seriously got no idea why I keep using that.

Hex been complaining I keep saying WEI.
HAHA.
That happens when he wanna put down the phone.
Then I will wei wei no no.
LMAO.
=x
So gay luh.

He bully me lor.
Got new phone then keep spam me liaos.
Make my phone hang hang hang.
Then dont want pick up my call alr =(
So sad.
Ahhhhhh.
Then got no body pei me liao luhs.
How?
Yahh.
I am quite a loner aint it =x
pff.
What to do?

I feel like buying another handphone!
Haha.
My plan gonna be up soon.
But I don't see any phone I am quite interested in.
I hope Nokia quickly comes up with another phone like my N95.
Then got 8GB and 8MP camera :D
Then my phone superman alr.
good right? :D

eeyer.
The show ended.
=(
So sad luh.
awww.

haha.
joshua ong say want go out to hex.
I also want go leh.
can anot :)
I wanna go out tml! :D
I wanna go out everyday :D

Okay lah.
I talking to my hexiang :D
Goodbye everyone.
Shall stop this super long blogpost.
That took me nearly 2 hours to reply :D

HAHA.
:P
:P

What if I still miss you now.. it won't make any difference anymore.

ツxiaostorM
8:35 PM

haha.
another day went by!
I woke up at 12pm today :)
8 hours sleep is enough for any ordinary human being like me :)
ahhh.
Went cleaning up my house.
EVEN NOW.
HAHA.
there's so much dust.
I am sneezing every few minutes.
Okay. That's exaggerating :)

I practically threw everything related to science.
& Lower sec stuff.
Only kept a few textbook and my favourite,
History notes :D
I wanna take up history in JC!
:p

OHOH.
Yes.
MY DARLING YEO HEXIANG IS FINDING A JOB.
IF YOU HAVE ANY JOB TO OFFER.
PLEASE INFORM HIM OR ME.
THANKYOU :D

Man.
I am addicted to blogging.
hahaha.
I now post 2 blog post a day.
IS THAT A GODO THING :)
Oh well.
Not much people read my blog anyway :D
So...
Doesn't really matters.
I seem to be in a good mood today :)

ツxiaostorM
5:46 PM

OWWWWWW.
what an early hour.
3AM ALREADY.
HAHA.
I should have been in bed by around 2.
Oh well.
Was busy chatting away with jie :)

Thou, now I am feeling quite quite sleepy.
Starting yawn alittle already.
Isn't that a good thing! :D

OHH.
Darling hexiang got a new phone and new contract.
Means he got unlimited sms now.
HAHA.
I can sms him like mad.
Or rather he is spamming me like mad.
so my phone is practically gonna hang now and then.
=x
My phone not too pro luh.
HAHA.

GEEZ.
I guess I am down with midnight madness.
Suddenly like super high luhs.
Thing is,
Got no body to high with liao!
That's why I am here to spam away!
HAHA.
This is the most fun thing you can do at night.
Especially if you are feeling bored or bored or bored.
Maybe high too!

Oh well.
I am going to sleep soon.
I don't want to wake up at 2pm everyday thou =x
So bad habit.
I should learn to wake up abit earlier.
So I won't be a lazy worm :D
HAHA.

But then,
thing is,
I got nothing to do at all,
when I wake up early.
& That's really a bad thing you know.
Cause Its so so boring.

Ow.
Jie chasing me to sleep.
LOLS.
Is it nice weather to sleep now?
Oh.
YEAH.
Rainy.
Actually,
rainy days really nice time to sleep.
Don't know why.
Speaking of it,
when you go overseas,
also veri easy to sleep!
HAHA.

I miss the time in overseas.
Cause it's so relaxing and carefree.
Away from all distractions and worries :D
=D
Lool.
I think I am abit overly high.
Sleepy high already.
Cannot take it.
HAHAHAH.
But it's so fun.
I havent felt this way for quite a period of time!
HAHAHA.
That's cause I have not been awake till so late for a long time!
:D:D:D
Don't I just sound like a mad dog now =x
:D

Oh well.
At least,
IM HIGH!
HAHAHA.
:D:D:D
Looooooooool.
I Think I am seriously going mad.
Pfff.
ANYONE WANNA HIGH WITH ME?
I guess not.
SO I SHALL GO SLEEEP.
HAHAA.

MAMBO NUMBER 5!
Interesting song.
:D
:D
:D
I got high over it awhile ago.
:p
LALALALAS.
HEHE.
I KNOW ALREADY.
I AM IN LALA MOOD. HAHHA!

Oh carol, I am but a fool, darling I love you.
thou you treat me crude, you hurt me, and you made me cry,
but if you leave me, i will surely die?
hmm. maybe.

HAHA.
OKAY.
GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE.
TOODLES.
=o
SWEET DREAMS AND SLEEP TIGHT EVERYONE.
whoever that is so free to read at sleeping time of now :)

ツxiaostorM
3:03 AM

Sunday, December 14, 2008

What an interesting day.
I woke up in a whirl.
I thought it was a monday.
Then I slowly realised its a sunday!
haha.
What an weird way of waking up.
I slept alot today.
Woke up at 2pm.
Thou the room still looks pretty dark;
Due to the rainy weather.

Its 4.30Pm now.
I am leaving for my dad's shop.
haha.
My state of mind now is corrupted.
Haha.
Confused today.
Don't know why.

问世间情为何物,直叫人生死相许。

ツxiaostorM
4:29 PM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.

Sigh.
I guess I saw through the lie.
But it doesn't really work anymore.
Because your words left me haunted.
Haunted.
Half the day, your words pierce through my brain.
Sometimes, it kept me from falling asleep.
Others, it just forced me awake.
What can I do?

I try to forget everything.
Its working slowly.
Or maybe it's not.
I don't know.
All I know,
My heart has turned into a stone.
I don't know how to love anymore.
Was love a disappointment?
Maybe it's just you.

I am learning to be happy.
Because so many people care about me.
Especially dearest BFF Hexiang! :)
Who is practically communicaing with me when I am awake.
How can you find such a best friend like him?
Its a blessing from heaven :)
I am absolutely thankful to Hexiang.
& he actually felt the same way I did yesterday night.
Haha.

Actually.
I am having pretty often mood swings.
I can be very happy for a moment,
Then it switches to devastation,
Especially when I think of what you said.
When I look at things that are so familiar.
I don't know.
I feel emotionless.

My mind is in a swirl.
It keeps thinking non-stop.
Because I can't stop it,
No matter how hard I try.
Oh well.
Life has to move on.

On a critical thinking,
Its up to you,
Whether you choose to be happy or to be sad.
If you choose to be sad,
Its your loss.
If you choose to be happy,
You will get happiness.
Ain't it so? :)
That's what I have been telling myself.

Maybe I have lost someone who loved me alittle,
But she is the one who have lost someone who loved her alot.
So,
Who is the one who really lost?
I Don't Know.
Neither is it for me to decide.

I know the truth now.
But what does it change?
Your words will always haunt me like a vampire.
I am lost.
:)

I don't know what more to say!
I Love Yeo Hexiang BFF!!!!! :D

I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down.

ツxiaostorM
10:43 PM

Never leave the one you love for the one you like. Because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. The one you like will give you goosebumps. The one you love will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine. When the one you like cries,you feel sorry for them. When the one you love cries,you cry for them.

TRUE LOVE doesnt have a happy ending...because true love doesnt end.

ツxiaostorM
3:37 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

The relationship lasting 7 months 4 days is over.
because I only realised now how melissa loke is a bitch.
because she actually fell in love with another guy when she is with me.
What a bitch.
Fucking slut.

stupid flirt who cheats on guys.
watch out people out there.
cause one day you never know that you get cheated by a slut.
just like how that bitch cheated me.

fucking hyprocite.
screwed up flirts.
only know how to flirt all day long.
no life.

bitch is the word.
slut is another.
flirt one more.
die.

such assholes gets burned in hell.
who ever that fell in love with her is blind.
hahaha.

oh. well,
a good actor too.
pretending to be all sad.
when behind your back she stabs you another once or twice.
ah its not enough.
she puts salt on ur wound.
HAHA.

damn fucked up bitches.
to hell with you.
fucking slutt.
oh you found another guy.
cant be nothing much better.
hope you dont get dumped a day after.
=)

geez.
the world is full of people.
but seldom people end up of slut status.
so its honourable to be a slut.
aint it?
what do you think melissa?
how does it feel to be a slut?
HAHA.

I was right all along.
a flirt is always a flirt.
to the damn with you.
leopard doesnt change its spots.
Hope u dont get aids next time.
HAHA.
stupid slut.
fucking bitch.
:)

I love yeo hexiang :)

ツxiaostorM
10:37 PM

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Woots.
Went out today.
Pretty High.
HAHAHA.

BECAUSE GOT YOUR MUM.
OMG, <3!
HAHA.
Now I sound like twitx with <3.
faints.

OH.
& We got shuaige laoda.
Albert!
HAHAHA.
Albert is laoda.
So we are his ka kia.
We are ~~ahbeng~~.
HAHAHA.

Beep.
Me met Hexiang.
@ AMK MRT.
HAHA.
I WENT TO PICK UP HEXIANG.
MY DATE FOR THE DAY.
:D
THEN WE WENT TO CITY HALL MRT.
Then we walked to SUNTEC.
THEN WE GO ARCADE.
Anyhow play awhile.
Then we head off to see our boss.
HAHAHA.

LAODA, HEX , ME,
WENT TO EAT.
@ Fish & Co.
HAHA.
The waiter was crazy.
Nearly served extra plate.
But mum sent it back home.
HAHAHA.
We went sucking on a drink with 3 straws.
THREESOME.
GOSH.
HAHAHA.

Then we went to BOWL.
HAHAHA.
BOWLING.
OMG.
BOWLING.
SO FUN WORS.
HEXIANG THE MASTER OF SPIN.
ALBERT THE MASTER OF EVERYTHING.
ME THE ???
How I know.
HAHAHA.
Only scored 2 strikes though.
A couple of spares.
Highest score only 103.
HAHA.
SO NOOB TODAY.
:(
NEVERMIND.
I TOLD HEXIANG AND LAODA SO MANY CHINESE.
"失败乃是成功之母“
“再接再厉”
“加油！”
Aiya.
Don't remmeber liao.
Thou I was so obscene.
CAUSE I WAS F-ING AWAY.
HAHA.
BECAUSE GOT THIS DAMN PIN AT THE CORNER.
ALWAYS DON'T DROP LEFT 9/
SO SAD.
:D

OHHH.
THEN WE WENT TO.
HMM.
BUGIS !
OMG.
HAHA.
SO COOL.
WE WENT TO PLAY ARCADE.
OMGS.
SO FUN LORS.
HAHAHA.
WE STARTED WITH BASKETBALL LOR.
THEN MY HAND CRAMP LIKE HELL.
GOSH.
only like 400+ score.
faints.

AFTER THAT WE PLAY THE RACING GAME.
DAYTONA.
HAHAHA.
THEN PLAY OUTRUN.
HAHAHA.
THEN WE PLAYED THIS SUPER FUN THROW BALL AT SCREEN GAME.
LOLS.
SO FUN LOR.
MUST WHACK THE MOZZIE SO IT WONT BITETHE BABY.
THEN GOT KING MOZZIE.
HAHA.
THEN GOT ANOTHER 1 IS KILL THE FLASHER
LOLS.
HAHA.

LASTLY.
WE WENT TO PLAY.
THE DRUM THING.
BUT THAT 1 IS NORMALLY GIRL PLAY 1 LMAO.
THEN ONLY 1 BEAT IN DONO HOW MANY SECOND.
LOLS.
THEN WE TRY HARD.
LOSE LIKE HELL LMAO.
HAHAHAHA.

THEN HEX SO COOL FOLLOW ME TO J8 LOR <3!
HEX MY BEST FRIEND.
HAHAHA.

ツxiaostorM
10:11 PM

Haha.
Good evening.
Midnight.
New day.
There goes my monthsary.
=(

Amazing.
Nice timing.
1:23 AM.
123.
hahaa.
oh well.
Not funny de.
lols.
I am going out with Hex.
HAHA.
so I go and sleep now.
Lols.

ツxiaostorM
1:23 AM

Monday, December 8, 2008

OMG.
HAHAHA.
Today is a happy day ! :D

EVERYONE.
HEXIANG YEO.
YOUR MUM.
HAS A BLOG :)
http://monkeyboy-hex.blogspot.com/ <<<
LINK HIM KAY :D

ツxiaostorM
1:28 PM

Happy 7th Month !! :D
I Love You :D
I Really Love You :D
I Really Really Love You :D
:D :D :D :D

ツxiaostorM
1:13 AM

Saturday, December 6, 2008

1:17A.M.
At the computer.

I didn't know why I started this blog post this way.
Maybe it just kinda reminded me of certain things.
I went missing for yesterday.
Tried to learn how to be a emo.
I don't know if I am one.
Maybe yes,
Well, maybe not.

I feel weird to be blogging now.
Because I really got no idea what to say.
I've been thinking a lot,
While I was away.
I only came back around 1 A.M.
A little late.
I know.
All I did was hiding in a small corner.
Busy thinking.
That's all.
Nothing much actually.

I guess, life sucks,
Only if you wanted it to suck.
If you want it to be happy,
life would be happy after all.
:)

Don't really know what am I talking about.
Can't hold my liquor well I guess.
Hahahaha!
But that's life.
Miracles don't happen after all.

ツxiaostorM
1:17 AM

Friday, December 5, 2008

Its right in the midnight now,
where i feel a little cold,
where i feel a little lonely,
where i feel a little down.
Yeah.
Its kinda weird.
Cause i was totally expressionless only till midnight.

Quite a few people talked to me today.
There was hexiang, who was on the phone all the way till a minute ago since noon.
There was BFF, who cheered me up. & ended with a real touching poem. That i sweared i nearly cried.
There was Jayne jie, who advised me through noon till evening.
There was Weizhe, one of my gay* friend. But I actually treat him like a brother :) Yeah.

I guess I am pretty fortunate.
Cause I have so many that cared for me,
Cause There were people when i needed them.
I Thank You guys so much.
Really.
:)

I was in this deep talk with Weizhe about relationships.
But I pretty much cannot remember what we talked about.
All I can say,
Love is too complicating.
Its never meant to be understood.
& No one could ever do.
The more you love a person,
The more you hate her.
It just works this way.

Oh. & I suddenly caught interest with songs by this korean pianist called Yiruma.
Yeah.
I first heard Kiss The Rain on BFF blog, and I felt in love with it.
Dont know why,
Suddenly, such piano pieces,
Suddenly suited my mood.
Somehow someway, they epicted how I feel.
In a way I cant tell.
Its just linked with my current emotions.
All the songs I loved to hear, dont make sense now.
Only this piano pieces,
yeah.
They are lovely.
I love them. So much.
I feel so attached,
especially to this music piece called Kiss The Rain.
I cant explain,
It just works this way.
My heart seems to follow the rhytm of this song.

I should get a nice rest tonight.
Once again,
Thanks to all who had been there.
I love you guys <3!
Especially to you hex darling! <3!
<3 BFF, Jie, Wz (:
Thankyou so much, for being there for me.

P/s: I feel like I lessen a load after writing this blogpost. Kinda feeling much smoother now. (:

ツxiaostorM
12:18 AM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Jia Jun Is Pissed Off now!
This is a ranting post.
Don't read if you don't like them.
Its not meant for reading anyway.

You decided to read? :)

I'm totally totally completely irritated with people of these personalities :
1. People that easily get swayed by other's idea.
2. People that are inconsiderate.
3. People that are selfish.
4. People that like to make last minute change.
Gosh.
I seriously hate it.
When people tells me something,
And they give me something of sub-standard at the last minute.
They seriously deserve to die.
These are the people with the least respect for others.
These are the people who only care only about themselves.
These are the people with the least discipline.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW.
Totally hate it.
I been down on luck.
Not practically in terms of money, studies etc
But probably because of people making me so.
It totally sucks.
Time and again, I get pangseh at the last minute.
& I get proposed with something that is of more inferior.
I TOTALLY DONT UNDERSTAND HOW DOES IT WORK.

Example.
A salesman said $15000 for a Ferrari.
You paid him, and u wait for your car.
1 Day before collection of the car,
He calls you and tell you,
Good Morning Sir, sorry to say,
Ferrari is out of stock,
we can only give you a XYZ china brand car.
GOSH.
Can you imagine how sick is that.
Thats called an compromise.
By rule,
how could that ever be accepted?
You were offered something good at first,
yet asked to accept something of lesser quality.
Only retards will accept that.
& unfortunatly.
I HAVE BEEN OFFERED TO BE A RETARD.
Not once,
BUT MANY TIMES.
GOSH.
I CANT EXPRESS MY XYZ ABC XYZ ANGER ON THAT.
AM I NOT A HUMAN BEING AND DESERVED TO BE TREAT OF THAT LIKE A DOG OR CAT TO RECEIVE ABC XYZ TREATMENT FROM THE PEOPLE I LOVE.
GOSH.

Life's unfair.
People choose things over another.
Just like how i got kicked aside because 1 choosed another.
Its almost always the case.
I seldom get picked first.
I don't understand why.
Im probably unlucky.
Maybe not.
That kinda sucked.
That why im ranting now anyway.
Im not exactly on fire.
but im at the same time pissed,
pissed at the bias treatment.
To me it is bias treatment.
I feel unfairly treated.
But different people got different view?
Yeah.
Some think they are great cause they already offered to compromised.
But things dont work this way.
You dont give an apple when 1 wants a pear.
It dont work.
You only make people mad this way.

I now think im kinda perfectionist.
Maybe?
I dont know.
I expect to get what i see what i heard,
Completely the same,
Flawless and perfect.
Any distortency,
I wont accept it.
This is something new.
My new mentality.
Don't know why it works this way.
But I cant help it anyway.
Yeah.
And this makes me get even more pissed off already.
Its stupidity to offer something of inferiority totally.
Just remember the china melamine milk
Its not much melamine in it,
Its just a little flawed,
How many babies suffered from it?
How many companies were affected.
Yeah.
Thats why i dont accept it at all.
I want perfection.
I hate it most when people tell me something and they dont oblige with it.
They make my blood boil.
& for people that break promises,
You are worse,
Do you know.
When you break a promise,
You made someone sad,
You made someone disappointed,
You made someone lose hope,
You made someone angry,
You made someone giveup hope.
You think its nothing serious,
But if anyone one out there thinks its not,
You are seriously mental.
So heres an advice.
Keep your promises,
Or you may regret it one day.
U will never know.
One day someone will betray you too.
Life is full of wonders,
Life is full of unknowns too.
Its not too late for a change people.

I remembered a chinese proverb i learnt in primary 4.
“人云亦云”
It means someone is easily swayed by others opinion.
It was taught with a negative meaning.
So anyone that was like that means that he or she is indecisive.
Its bad.
For people,
If you used excuses like you are kind-hearted to cover up this bad hadbit.
It wont help.
Just because someone pleaded you,
It doesnt mean they mean it,
Who knows one day they will stab you on the back.
Gosh.
Be yourself.
Do what you believe.
IF YOU ARE A WEAKLING THAT GETS SWAYED BY OTHERS, YOU NEED TO LEARN TO WAKE UP RIGHT NOW CAUSE ITS A SUPER BAD HADBIT AND U WILL GET DEMERIT FOR IT SERIOUSLY.

I suddenly thought of this word.
Credibility.
On the dictionary,
1. capable of being believed; believable: a credible statement.
2. worthy of belief or confidence; trustworthy: a credible witness.
It struck my mind.
Credibility is gained and lost,
Based on occation,
Based on performance,
If you have low credibility,
You have low reputation,
You probably be a letdown.
& unknowingly,
ITS WAY EASY TO LOSE THAT CREDIBILITY.
YET, ITS HARD TO GAIN IT BACK.
The more you lose it,
The less respect people have for you,
If you lack credibility,
Your friends stay away from you,
Your family are suspicious of you,
Your lover doubts your love for him or her.
Gosh,
But theres hell lot of people losing it like taps flow.
Basically because,
THEY DONT CARE.
Well, to those that don't,
WATCH OUT, cause 1 day you are gonna fall.
So badly, you will cry.
So people, Better be a gentlemen or lady,
dont be an asshole stuck up in the ass and lose all your credibility.
Cause i assure you, you wont love it.
You probably end up in the slumps.
yeah.

Alright.
To the root of my reason for posting.
I feel so @%#$^ Up.
Seriously.
Totally furious at what actually happened.
Heres the story,
I will use A as the person name
and i will use B as A's sister.
A asked me out for movie with B two days ago,
Just today,
I asked A about tommorows trip to the cinema,
A told me to find out about the timings and stuff
So after looking for around half an hour,
I told A some desirable information.
Awhile later, A & B Came online and discussed among themselves what to watch and where to watch.
B was kinda rude to me.
But not much that matters.
After awhile,
B decides its not nice to watch with another person,
B wants to watch only with her sister A,
So A, unfortunately accepts B pleading cause she keeps saying please.
PROBABLY BEACUSE OF THAT DAMN FEW MOVIE TICKETS THAT WOULD JUST COST THAT GOSH FEW DOLLARS. DAMMIT DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE NO FRUITING MONEY TO PAY FOR THOSE SHIT TICKETS.
Yea, and because of that A decided I should not go at all.
So they can save on the tickets.
By then, ITS 10PM.
I luckily spent 3 hours doing nothing.
Cause I basically planned for A & B and ended up being isolated and not supposed to go.
& what made it worst.
A decides that shes very rich and wanted to pay for B.
But after awhile, she decided not to and asked B to pay,
In the negotiations,
B decided that if i dont go, she will pay her own tickets.
AS SUCH, A didnt had to pay for B.
SO A DECIDED ITS A BETTER DEAL.
SO I DONT NEED TO GO ANYMORE.
HAHAHHA.
I FIND IT SUCH A JOKE.
I think it seems as though i was a joker,
Im not a beggar.
I dint asked A to pay for B.
Yet because of that few $ A decides i dont go she dont need to pay.
& I ONLY UNDERSTAND THAT NOW.
Now i know why its better i dont got for the first movie.
It aint any compromise,
it just saves u $12.
GOSH.
I never knew it till now i thought of it.
This totally made it sucked more.

P/s, on a happier note. BFF made me kinda high before i realise this fact :)

ツxiaostorM
11:15 PM

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ツxiaostorM
2:13 PM

Monday, December 1, 2008

Geez!
IM ALREADY BACK FROM KOREA.
HAHAHAHA.
It Was Snowing!
I swear it was!
UP THE MOUNTAINS :D
I SEE SNOW.
FALLING SNOW.
HAHAHAHA.
It was so cold in Korea.
dam fun !
Nose can freeze,
Fingers go numb!
Yupyup.
I Think lowest temperature was like negative 5 degrees!
WOOOOTS.
So Much Excitement.
Im uploading the photos now!
Say Cheese! :D
actually.
Dint take alot of photos =x
Kinda lazy.
Plus there was this super cute photographer!
His name is AH SOO.
HAHAHHA.
Hes damn friendly :D
Super good guy!
hahaha.
Okay! HERES THE PHOTOS!